Saturday, February 7

Starting weight 198 ....Currently 185

UGH, Pushing 200 lbs attempting, with no success, to mask the rolls under the black tank top and shorts. Never in my life did I EVER think weight would be an issue.
I love to raft, fish, camp, hunt, hike, water sports, any sports and especially martial arts, however my weight gain has slowed my ability, my confidence, and subsequently diminished my "zest" for life. Look at my face, my "hawaiian niece" was so adorable, wanting to help row the boat, singing the song, concentrating on the paddle, and I look like someone threw mud at me. Where is my smile? Am I not enjoying this? THIS IS NOT ME! I am under there, screaming to get out. And I will break free.
Thank you for being part of my journey.

3 comments:

  1. I am so proud of you Stephanie! I know you can do this and I can't wait to see the old Stephanie emerge - I miss her!!
    Love you a bunch!!!!
    Tawnya

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  2. Wow, Steph. I feel privileged! (Seriously...)

    So, check your email. I'm sending you the secret info on my blogs.

    Good luck!

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